Not in good mood today, I will also blabber a bit, so please appreciate my state of bad mood. Came to Delhi today morning, and after a long break of 14 days I am back to work. And I am sick of it (detail reason one can ask me personally, cant explain here).
Another thing I realized today was that I was sad coz of two reasons, one that I am now away form home and two I was not in touch with my friends all these days. My sister's marriage went well, and it was a wonderful time for me and my family, and I am very very happy for her.
Me back in Delhi is still struggling to put things together, and the fact at the bottom lies that there are hardly any people to help me do that (getting nostalgic). I just cant sleep every day and rise up to nothing at all, life seems to be dull, without any fun or people around whom one can really talk to, and to add to that a job, which is now in doldrums.
Sometimes I regret having been made of material too good for a bad world or for being someone who thinks a lot about others.
Some say that there is a better world for me waiting some where of which I am not aware. But I say that this is the only world I am made for and in which I have to live. The characters in this world are defined by themselves. A portion of which are part of my world, just as in I am a part of their world. But there are a set of characters who have a world of their own.
I dont know why but I have this curiosity and an urge to make these characters a part of my own world. I feel like exploring their world, unknown to me. This everyday struggle makes me restless. There is a lot to be done in life and time is running short second by second.
Still thinking a lot and dont know what to write so signing off... rest later.
2 comments:
hey. I read this today itself, i guess its late but still i would like to say that as its your forst corporate experience, you are feeling so, but dont worry, complete world is like that. I am happy that you are getting use to it.
Garry
Hey,, thanks for dropping in :)
Better late that never! I guess u are right, I am just getting used to the so called Corporate World (though its just a part of my life). The best part is that ive got really really good colleagues like you :P , always ready to give a helping hand...
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